Settle for a world neither up or down...

[mortalcity]

Bluh. I'm feeling better than the past week or so - less dangerously depressed, anyway - but made of cranky. I pulled up the carpet in the office and moved my desk in there, because the rest of the house is making me too cranky to get anything done, and de-carpeting the office was easier than cleaning everything.

I still need to pull up the staples in the floor before the dog hurts herself on them, but as long as I don't let her race around the house with her ball, I have a little time before that's absolutely necessary. I'm not even going to bother with the fucking carpet boards - those are Mat's job, and I refuse to kill myself trying to wrestle with them.

I am still cranky as all fuck for a number of reasons, but I'm going to try to put that out of my mind and get something done. Writing or tags or a post or... something. I need to find something to focus on, because otherwise I'm going to fixate on the fact that I need to be at the hospital tomorrow morning. The hospital. Because I needed more reasons to freak out.

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[shank]

I've caught up on your updates and just. Gonna reply to all here.

One - never ever getting tired. Nope. Not happening. It does not matter whether you believe that or not, but is truth so. Nyah. You're never gonna be rid of me and that is a fact you have to accept in your life. I am the barnacle clinging to the sub-cockles of your soul.

Second, I am glad you've gotten your space to yourself now, even if the reason you needed that space in the first place... Sucks. A lot. But carpet ripping is badass and hella accomplishment so. Don't think that's a small thing.

Third - I'm sorry the hospital thing did not work out. But you were brave enough to go and get the meeting done, so that is another thing to be proud of.

[mortalcity]

*Snuggles* Thank you. I WOULDN'T BLAME YOU FOR GETTING SICK OF MY CONSTANT WHINING, but thank you. ♥

And I am feeling so much better having a room with a door I can shut and keep shut and not feel guilty about it. So much better.

Even though at the moment it is way too bright in here. GDI, SUN, WILL YOU GET DOWN BELOW THE TREELINE ALREADY?

[shank]

NEVAR. Hush your adorable face. /FLOOFCLING

...Though now I wonder if I could cling to your floof via static electricity. This is a thing that will be tested. 8|a

Space is a thing that is needed. All the time. Even with the people I like best, after a certain point it's just "......you need to back the fuck off before you are missing a limb B|"