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Aubrey; also Birdie.
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May. 4th, 2026 06:43 pm

The Golden Shadow

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So in psychotherapy circles where Shadow work is a thing, one of the ways you get people to buy in on the difficult work is by identifying the “good”/adaptive/healthy parts of the self that got relegated to the unconscious and using them as, basically, bait. They are the carrot to the rest of the Shadow’s stick, the parts that people want and that keep them invested in the process. And by then I now, of course, mean us. Bc I am going to name all of the traits I had as a kid that I want back, damn it, and I’m going to try to integrate one of those traits every time I blog about Shadow work. Read more... )
May. 5th, 2026 08:04 am

第五年第一百十四天

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部首
艹 part 2
芥, mustard; 花, flower/to spend; 芳, fragrant pinyin )
https://www.mdbg.net/chinese/dictionary?cdqrad=140

语法
4.3 part 2 通过, to pass/adopt (a law)
https://www.digmandarin.com/hsk-4-grammar

词汇
不必, need not; 不便, inconvenient/short of money; 不断, constant; 不够, not enough; 不过, but; 不论/不管, regardless; 不得不, have to; 不光/不仅, not only; 不满, dissatisfied; 不如, not as good as; 来不及, too late; 受不了, unable to bear pinyin )
https://mandarinbean.com/new-hsk-4-word-list/

Guardian:
昨天我就应该花一些时间来听听你的故事, I should have spent a little time yesterday listening to your story
你没有通过神木的考验, you have not passed the test of the Sacred Branch
你不管收到任何的信息都不要离开龙城, do not leave Dragon City no matter what information you receive

Me:
演奏会后她收到了好多花束。
你想去的话,你就不得不去。
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not the cruel slop of prison gruel seasoned with the unshed tears of endangered species,

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Fandom: Sonic the Hedgehog
Characters/Pairing/Other Subject: Sonic the Hedgehog
Content Notes/Warnings: None
Medium: Digital
Artist on DW/LJ: N/A
Artist Website/Gallery: Luke on Twitter
Why this piece is awesome: The lighting! The painting! It is all so striking and pleasing! It's also Sonic Riders, which is cool.
Link: https://x.com/lukremium/status/1890945511529590956/photo/1, backup link
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Space wizard cultists but instead of one sanctioned cult and one forbidden cult, there are hundreds of space wizard cults, each of whom is convinced they have the best space wizardry. So they're continually fighting to see whose is better.

The Space Emperor's antipathy is due to the disruption caused by incessant space wizard cultist fights.
May. 4th, 2026 06:53 pm

another pointless medical test

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I saw Carmen (my PCP) this afternoon, in person. I couldn't remember why we'd scheduled this in person, but assumed we had a reason at the time, but when I asked, Carmen didn't know either.

She wrote the next Ritalin prescription; listened to my heart and lungs as long as I was there; and had me provide a urine sample for a once-a-year toxicology screening. In theory, that screening is to make sure that the patient is actually taking rather than selling their Schedule II drugs. The thing is, the standard/required test panel is for about a dozen things, not including Ritalin. There is a test for that, which she didn't order because the sample would have to go to a different lab, and she trusts that I'm taking the medication as prescribed.

I'm also supposed to schedule a mammogram.

It's a nice day, so I went to Tosci's afterwards, and now have a pint each of sweet cream and lime vanilla ice cream.
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May. 4th, 2026 05:58 pm

[ SECRET POST #7059 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #7059 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


01.



More! )


Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 30 secrets from Secret Submission Post #1008.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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[personal profile] infinitum_noctem posting in [community profile] fan_flashworks
Title: Close to You
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairings: Jennifer "JJ" Jareau/Emily Prentiss
Characters: Jennifer "JJ" Jareau, Emily Prentiss
Rating: G
Length: 174 words
Summary: Emily has quickly become JJ's person, and JJ wants to be the same for Emily.

Read more... )
May. 4th, 2026 11:28 pm

Fic Intentions Meme - Day 18

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18. Do you typically post multi-chapters as you write, or finish it all and then start posting? Would you like to change your posting method?

After painful previous experience of my inspiration plain old drying up mid-way through a story, I now only allow myself to post a chapter after the next chapter is written. It's the happy mid-point between security that I will finish the damn thing and my inner "hamster of wanting feedback".

(This will become important as two of the next three fics after the 3 Sentence Fics go on AO3 are multi-chapter fics.)

The rest of the days )
May. 4th, 2026 06:00 pm

it's not fun

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dear co-workers,

there is no need to text or call after 5 pm to schedule a meeting that is two weeks away (I already sent you my boss's availability and am holding those times, which I told you) or ask to be emailed some documents that 1. you should already have by nature of your position, and 2. you don't need to look at until tomorrow anyway. nothing is on fire! there is absolutely no reason this could not have waited until tomorrow.

no love,

me

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May. 4th, 2026 04:59 pm

History

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Archaeologists Discover 80-Ton Stones Beneath the Sea, Believed to Be Remains of One of the Seven Wonders of the Ancient World

More than 1,600 years after its disappearance, massive stones from the Lighthouse of Alexandria are being recovered from the Mediterranean seabed. Archaeologists have brought up massive stone blocks tied to one of the seven wonders of the ancient world.

In the waters off Alexandria, asubmerged site known for decades is now yielding some of its most striking elements. The PHAROS project reports that22 monumental stone blocks linked to the lighthouse have been lifted from the seabed after years of underwater exploration.



That which is loved, is remembered; that which is remembered, lives.
May. 4th, 2026 05:54 pm

We were never gonna get old

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Fey Duology publication update!

The ebook is percolating through the system and should seen be available for preorder at all the usual vendors except Amazon. Don't yell at me; there are Reasons, which mostly have to do with Amazon's complete non-understanding of the concept of "rights reverted to the author." The price for the ebook, including two dark fantasy novels under one cover will be $12. It will publish on June 1.

I will be talking to Baen next, to see if they'll list the electronic omnibus in Pinbeam Book catalog on their site. Watch the skies.

There will be a trade paper edition...eventually. It will cost a whopping $35. Thirty-two-fifty goes to paper, distribution, and the bookstores' piece of the action. I'm sorry it costs so much. I brought in a Well-regarded Consultant, but he couldn't figure out how to bring the price down, either, though he did point out that the cover price on the two Baen hardcovers was $24.99 each.

The reason we have an "eventually" in the trade paper equation is that I've ordered a physical proof copy, because I'm Just That Picky, and the book will not go on sale until I've OK'd the proof.

. . . and that's the news at 3:25.

Oh. Here's a picture of the Well-regarded Consultant, consulting:

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The dishes are done, the contractor has been and gone, promising a quote rsn, I updated the Adventures in the Liaden Universe catalog page on pinbeambooks.com, and there was something else I was supposed to be doing, but I'm damned if I can remember what it was, which is MY message from the Universe to knock off for the day.

So! Knocking off for the day. *waves*

Everybody stay safe. I'll check in tomorrow.

This evening's post brought to you by Southside Johnny, who I had never heard of until Steve introduced me to his music.  "It's Been A Long Time" is a fair enough description of our life together... Money got made, baby; money got spent.  We were never gonna get old.


May. 4th, 2026 10:46 pm

A good day off

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I got to see my Canadian friend Bill today! I haven't seen him in like 15 years. I hadn't even heard from him in a while (which would be fair enough, he was Andrew's friend before he was mine, but then he started emailing me again! and now he's here!).

We went around town, eating and drinking and talking, and ended up eating McTucky's in Sackville Gardens, looking over the canal at the lights of the Village as the sky went dark, and some guy all on his own walked down the street shouting "fuuuuck yooooour muuuuum!" at the top of his voice. Repeatedly.

D and I agreed it was a particularly Mancunian experience to offer our visiting friend.

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USJ has a 1.5 day pass, which seemed like the right fit for us. Honestly, I think the single day would have been fine, too, but this let us have the first afternoon to sort of scope out the park and get the lay of the land so we could navigate better on the next day. If we go again, I'd just do the single day, since we're now familiar with the layout.

Exploring the park )
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Fandom: Gorillaz (Virtual Band)
Pairings/Characters: Murdoc Niccals/Stuart "2D" Pot, Various OCs, Hannibal Niccals, Noodle, Russel Hobbs
Rating: Explicit
Length: 298,396 words (26 Chapters)
Creator Links: https://archiveofourown.org/users/sonatas/pseuds/sonatas
Theme: journey & travel

Summary: When a phone call informing him of his father’s death sends him on an unexpected and unwanted trip back to his childhood home, Murdoc finds himself confronted with more questions about his origins than he ever could have anticipated. Who knew a couple of shoe boxes, left to gather dust in his father’s closet, could contain such heart-wrenching secrets. And why is 2D so invested? Post-canon. 2Doc.

Reccer's Notes: I have just recently started peeking into this fandom, and did not realize that this is one of the Big Fics for the pairing until after I finished it, but it's so earned! The story pulled me along the whole way: imagine a world-wide road trip where every party is kind of miserable, and there are occult curses and ghosts chasing them the whole time! Great world-building and mystery elements too, and pique character work and dramatic tension!
There is a lot of fanart embedded throughout, as well, which is such a treat!

Strong Content Warning for Graphic depictions of violence & injury, predominant themes of drug abuse, addiction, and mourning, as well as very heavy and frequent discussion of past child abuse, CSA and adult SA

Fanwork Links: https://archiveofourown.org/works/11767422/chapters/26527818
May. 4th, 2026 03:46 pm

Fitness Fellowship 2026: Check-in 18

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Greetings and salutations, one and all. I hope the week that was has been kind to you.

As usual, please do share your ups and downs with us here, if you're so inclined, and remember that you may change your goals at any time. There is never any judgement here.

My Week in Review )

Here's hoping the week ahead is easy on all of us, friends.
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So now email like this shows up frequently.

Read more... )
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May. 4th, 2026 12:06 pm

When We Were Real, by Daryl Gregory

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One day everyone in the world woke up with these words in front of their eyes, somehow inscribed in their inner eye: YOU ARE LIVING IN A SIMULATION. Simultaneously, a number of impossible things appeared on Earth, apparently to prove it: a frozen tornado, windows between continents, etc.

It's now seven years later. Those words still appear before everyone's eyes periodically. And tours have sprung up to take people to see the Impossibles, or at least as many as can be seen on a seven-day bus trip.

This extremely high-concept premise resembles that of The Measure in some ways: a world-spanning event, clearly real and equally clearly done by a more-than-human power, with immense existential implications, and with no one having any idea why it happened or why it happened now. But this is Daryl Gregory and he's very good with bizarre high-concept premises, and this book is excellent.

The other genre of When We Were Real is "set of random people thrown together" story. A number of the characters are, at least on the surface, straight out of a 1930s train story or a 1970s airplane story: two nuns, a rabbi, a pregnant woman, an elderly woman in a wheelchair and her devoted daughter, a set of elderly tourists, a person who's secretly dying, a person with a secret identity, a fugitive from the law. The only stock character it's missing is the cute child.

The many characters are very human and likable, with even the most frustrating of them having reasons for being the way they are; the annoying pregnant influencer's reason for being an annoying influencer turns out to be both sympathetic and heartbreaking. (Yes, it's partly to provide for her upcoming baby, but the real question is "Why an influencer rather than some other job?")

Read more... )

The Impossibles themselves are excellent. My favorite was the time tunnel, where you can stay an infinite amount of subjective time (you get a home pulled out of your own history or desires, plus fresh-baked bread every morning) and emerge several hundred miles away, only a second having passed outside. But the flock of non-real sheep was pretty great too.

There's serious themes - existentialism, mortality, meaning, God, ethics, love - but delivered with a light touch. It's more plotty than I expected, given the quest/picaresque structure, and the story is very satisfying. You don't get answers to all the questions, but you do get a general outline as to what's going on and why. It's a very human and humane novel, of the moment but in a good way.

Content notes: Cancer. Plans for suicide due to terminal illness. Pregnancy and birthing issues. Violence.
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This all-new Critical Kit Solos Bundle presents Be Like a Cat, Be Like a Crow, and other one- and two-player tabletop roleplaying games from designer Tim Roberts at UK games publisher Critical Kit Ltd.

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