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[mortalcity]

I really need to find something to do today that's not just being sad and repeatedly refreshing tumblr in the hopes it will distract me. It won't. Tumblr cannot save me.

I keep trying to kick myself into poking at writing things but I don't even know where to start right now. Even just messing with my bullet journal doesn't seem worth the energy. Every time I try to put on something for background noise, I get annoyed with it after a minute or two.

What the fuck do I do with myself when it feels like the world is quietly ending? I've got nothing.

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[mortalcity]

♥ I am sorry you are suffering in the pit of MORTAL TERROR too. I don't... know what kind of distraction would help or what kind of push I need to actually get things done, but thank you. If there's anything I can do to help you let me know?

[rootsofthestories]

Yeah, will do. My brain keeps going back and forth between "Nest in ALL the distractions' and "ohgodohgodohogodohgod".

In the end, everything is still awful though. Ugh.