My love I am the speed of sound

[mortalcity]

I was just trying to write a cute backstory fic for Kilgate, and I accidentally threw in some fucking terrible foreshadowing. I kind of hate myself for this oh my god. I CAN'T EXPLAIN WHY IT HURTS SO MUCH BUT NO THIS IS AWFUL. MISTAKES WERE MADE.

...on the bright side, I finally finished this stupid story that's eaten my last two months. A couple thousand words isn't much for the time it took me to write, but I finished something and I'm so relieved because I was starting to think I wasn't capable of it anymore. rainbowfic people, please be nice to me when I post this because I have been struggling and could use some reassurance I'm still... not totally incompetent at this.

I guess I have to pick something else to work on now. Maybe a few drabbles, if I can actually force myself to write something under a thousand words...

Comments

[rootsofthestories]

I will pounce on the thing when you post it. <3 Because you!words! :D Always exciting.

[mortalcity]

Thank you. <3 I am not sure they are very good words... but on the other hand, if I write another scene or two, I might actually be able to make some sort of coherent narrative out of it, so that's nice.

[rootsofthestories]

You know what? It doesn't mater if they are good words or not They are words and hell, if you get narrative flow out of it, that's even better. Rainbowfic stuff is good for just trying to get words out in general, dislodging your brain from being stagnant in regards to actual writing and you know, a fun thing to do, so. ​