we are not lost

Aubrey; also Birdie.
Fantasy writer. Polyamorous and really gay. Mentally ill and disabled.
Local queen of cait sidhe. Powered by caffeine, anxiety, and spite.

mortalcity: Maya Hansen, holding a syringe to her own throat (Marvel | knowing the cost)
[personal profile] mortalcity
So April was a mess thanks to a combination of still not being over that shitty thing my best friend did to me, my meds suddenly dropping off in effectiveness, and actually running out of meds for a while before I could see the doctor for a refill. It was not good, but my meds are back at a higher dosage, I'm slowly feeling better, and we will not speak of this April again.

I'm kind of... staring at everything I abandoned for a month, trying to figure out how to get a handle on any of it again. I don't even know what I want to deal with rn. Outlining? Worldbuilding? Screwing around with short ficlets untiL I remember how to put words together? Goal-setting is hard and I don't have energy for it, but I kind of... need to... anyway.

(I do need to find my inner Hamilton again and write another letter by the 20th, but that will only take a day, so I have some time to get around to that. Other than that... ehhhh. I don't know.)
Date: 2016-05-09 12:16 am (UTC)

rootsofthestories: "And the words are everything and nothing." (writing: everything and nothing)
From: [personal profile] rootsofthestories
The entire year has been like this. *sigh* We really just need to get magic and let it fix all the things.

I need to outline things. And do ficlets/worldbuild things and look for jobs... Why are we adults again?

Anyway, all of that to say that, if you want, we can have like a Get Your Shit Together Day or something. Figure out what to do, where to start, all that nonsense. Obviously, if you want cheering on anyway. Or not, i can cheer you on without trying to do it myself but I figure miserable bitching companions might be nice.
Date: 2016-05-09 01:22 am (UTC)

rootsofthestories: A woman wandering into the forest (Default)
From: [personal profile] rootsofthestories

Let me know when you're up for it. I...kind of thought I was sleeping soon but I'm not sure, so if you wanna do it later tonight, let me know. If not, just poke me and let me know when you are up for it.

Date: 2016-05-09 01:27 am (UTC)

rootsofthestories: A woman wandering into the forest (Default)
From: [personal profile] rootsofthestories

nodnod Okay, that's fine. Just lemme know.